前言..........................................................1
（一）初患癌癥的感受....................................................2
（二）我為什么會(huì)得癌癥..................................................4
（三）得了癌癥怎么辦....................................................7
（四）關(guān)于放化療.......................................................11
（五）怎么對(duì)待醫(yī)生的話.................................................14
（六）關(guān)于中醫(yī)藥.......................................................16
（七）對(duì)癌癥的重新認(rèn)識(shí).................................................19
（八）心態(tài)、養(yǎng)生及其他.................................................21
第一篇 初始...................................................27
（一）體檢查出癌癥....................................................27
（二）住院手術(shù).........................................................32
（三）開始化療.........................................................40
（四）《相約星期二》...................................................44
（五）太大意了.........................................................45
（六）親友們的關(guān)愛....................................................46
（七）病友故事.........................................................49
（八）迎來(lái)新年.........................................................60
（九）化療結(jié)束.........................................................62
（十）開始放療.........................................................64
（十一）白細(xì)胞太低....................................................68
（十二）胸部皮膚潰瘍..................................................69
（十三）放療結(jié)束......................................................70
（十四）要吃昔芬片.....................................................74
（十五）終于上班了.....................................................78
（十六）關(guān)注陸幼青.....................................................83
（十七）開始鍛煉身體...................................................84
（十八）定期復(fù)查......................................................85
（十九）追加紫杉醇....................................................87
（二十）掉頭發(fā)、戴假發(fā)................................................89
（二十一）再一次紫杉醇................................................92
（二十二）第三次紫杉醇................................................96
（二十三）又到新年....................................................98
（二十四）完成了任務(wù)..............................................101
（二十五）繼續(xù)吃中藥..................................................102
第二篇 復(fù)發(fā).........................................................105
（一）無(wú)意間發(fā)現(xiàn).....................................................105
（二）住院全面檢查...................................................108
（三）王主任講解復(fù)發(fā).................................................109
（四）第一次做骨掃描.................................................113
（五）還要再做化療...................................................115
（六）又是紫杉醇.....................................................118
（七）終于昏倒.......................................................122
（八）又做放療.......................................................128
（九）驚悉另一方案...................................................134
（十）第一次去腫瘤科.................................................143
（十一）內(nèi)分泌治療藥芙瑞...........................................145
（十二）開始追加放療.................................................146
（十三）胸壁皮膚又潰破...............................................148
（十四）放療終于完成.................................................149
（十五）養(yǎng)病、心情、朋友.............................................154
（十六）復(fù)查........................................................157
（十七）講癌癥的文章................................................158
（十八）情緒總須調(diào)整................................................169
（十九）頭發(fā)長(zhǎng)出來(lái)了................................................177
（二十）再?gòu)?fù)查.......................................................179
（二十一）心理變得敏感.............................................180
（二十二）白細(xì)胞總是低..............................................185
（二十三）去朋友家散心..............................................186
（二十四）總會(huì)莫名的傷心............................................188
（二十五）一首小詩(shī)..................................................190
（二十六）感悟人生..................................................194
（二十七）心有余悸..................................................204
（二十八）說中醫(yī).....................................................206
（二十九）世上沒有完美的事...........................................210
（三十）又一個(gè)春天來(lái)了..............................................217
第三篇 轉(zhuǎn)移.......................................................225
（一）退休后的生活..................................................225
（二）學(xué)會(huì)瀟灑......................................................228
（三）過年的聯(lián)想...................................................231
（四）總是胸悶......................................................233
（五）看病的思索....................................................237
（六）肺部發(fā)現(xiàn)結(jié)節(jié)..................................................240
（七）疑似轉(zhuǎn)移......................................................245
（八）繼續(xù)看中醫(yī)....................................................248
（九）結(jié)節(jié)明顯增大..................................................252
（十）幸遇李鐵一....................................................254
（十一）準(zhǔn)備手術(shù)....................................................256
（十二）病房故事....................................................260
（十三）又上手術(shù)臺(tái)..................................................263
（十四）終于出院了..................................................267
（十五）再去腫瘤科..................................................271
（十六）喜讀凌志軍..................................................273
（十七）恢復(fù)鍛煉....................................................277
（十八）三個(gè)月復(fù)查..................................................280
結(jié)束語(yǔ)............................................................285
跋................................................................293
編后記.............................................................299
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